I have honestly never been so close to just wanting to starve myself. I mean, summer is just around the bend!! And I'm still like ten pounds away from the weight that I want to be this summer. I mean.. Physically, I totally can see a difference from this time last year and now. I have more confidence and I've been getting more compliments than at any other point in my life. It's just I don't feel good enough about myself to feel comfortable in a bathing suit. I'm determined to get down to at least somewhere in the 120's by the time school's out. Honestly, I think I can do it. I know I can do it. I just need some support and I need to stop giving in to cravings. It'll be easier once I get a job though, I'm sure of it. Once I get a job then I'll be too busy to have time to sit down and eat a ton of junk food. I mean, maybe once in a while I'll eat some Oreos & Peanut butter, but it won't be all the time.
Anyways, I feel like I need to like starve for a week ha ha. I won't though. I refuse to lose weight in an unhealthy way!
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