Maybe I'm paranoid buuut

Really? Chilling with a chick at 2 am? Boy.. You know I've had horrific experiences. You know I over think. You know the things that are red flags for me. I'm oh so tempted to flip out on you, but seriously. I don't wanna jump to the conclusion because apparently she's your friend's girl.

Why relationships don't work for me.

I complain alll the time about being single, but then once I get in a relationship I'm rarely ever happy. Pretty sure it's just because I have a tendency to rush into things out of being so desperate. Like right now, for example. I like the guy that I'm dating, but he's just so... Clingy? Maybe I'm just crazy, but I don't like how he does everything he possibly can to make me happy. I mean.. It's gotten to the point he literately tries to force me to let him please me when all I want to do is just sit there and chill, watch shark week or something. Then he gets all butt hurt and angry and I'm just like "HEY! YOU! LISTEN!" -_- Seriously, and then he beats himself up about forcing me into doing stuff - WHICH HE TOTALLY SHOULD!! You don't just go making the person your dating do things they don't want to do. It needs to be a mutual thing, right?

Fricking relationship issues. I know the kind of guy I want. I know a few guys who fit what I want. Problem is they're too far a way, hah. Why is it that those are the kinds of people that I end up being attracted to? -_- It's just not fair.

I'll do a longer one of these later, but I'm not entirely sure what to say.. hah.