It's interesting.

I have come to expect so little from someone. I used to feel a sense of I don't know, dependency? On this person, but now I just don't care. This person can either take the time to talk to me or not, they can decide to take a small portion of their day.. like five or ten minutes.. to ask me how I'm holding up, or they can just not acknowledge me. I've just stopped caring. It doesn't matter to me. I'm not going to sit here and wait around for them to call me or something. I have things to do, people to meet, and places to be. Why should I dedicate any of my precious time to them if they aren't going to do the same for me? Isn't it sad how someone who I have just recently met shows more emotion for me than someone that I've known for a while? It's just horrible/pathetic/whatever. Luckily I won't beat myself up over it. I'm not going to hate myself for something that someone else is doing.


Anyways, point is. I'm probably going through the stages of whatever, haha. First I was pissed, then I was sad/hurt, then I was in denial, and now I think I'm in the whole coping with it all stage, haha.